Okay, so it's been too long since I've been online.

First: Last month was the Streetlight Manifesto and RBF concert. That was awesome. I moshed and skanked and danced and sang like a crazy person. It ruled. Hung out with Lurp, that was cool. I love him. So that was a good night.

Second: Went school shopping with Mom, Rosie, and Aunt Pinky. That was fun. I got tons of new clothes and my pimpin' bat shoes. They are totally awesome.

Third: My dad was gone for ten days. That was kinda fun. ;)

Fourth: Work sucks. We're even shorter now.

Fifth: Ostler's 18th Birthday was fun. And and Forrest were there and I haven't hung out with them for a long time. Forrest rules. :) When the party was over, Ostler, Marsall, Vinnie, Alex, and I tried to go to Emo's grave. That didn't work out so well. We are pussies.

Sixth: I love Lurp.

That's all I can think of for now.

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mood: cool music: Flogging Molly

This survey is gonna probably make you uncomfortable, but if you do it...answer honestly!!!

Then re-post so others can do it. It is actually worth while, one all about love, relationships, and all things like that, that most people wont ask.

-Longest relationship: Just over a year

-Shortest relationship: Like two days, if that even counts.

-How many people have you broken up with? two

-How many times have you truly been in love? once, still am.

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? 5

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with? yeah

-Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? It hurt a lot. In fact, it still does.

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yeah, and it made me feel like crap.

-Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend?Yeah, I still do.

-Are you happy being single or in relationships? I like being a realtionship with one, special person...does that count?

-Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend? Sadly, yes. But I told him. I will never do that again.

-Have you ever been cheated on? yep. Sucks ass.

-What is the important PART of being in a relationship? Oh, that's a toughy. Trust.

-What is the worst part of being in a relationship? Breaking up.

-Worst relationship? Trevor

-Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah, and it's not secret. I'm sure the breaker even knows.

-Have you ever broken someones heart? Yeah, a couple. I feel bad.
-Do you talk to any of your exes? Yeah, Lurp. The others, I used to, but I don't anymore.

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? In a heartbeat.

-Do you think any of your exes feel the same way? I hope so.

-What is your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend? Do I even have to say his name?

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? Most of the time.

-Have you dated people who were not good to you? yeah

-Have you been in an abusive relationship? Hell no!

-Name your most memorable ex if you have had 1: Lurp

-Have you dated someone older then you? Yeah, but he was just 19. No biggie.

-Younger? Yeah...

-What is one thing that all of your exes had in common? Way freaking skinny!

-Say, who are the top two most attractive ex that you have dated? Lurp and John.

-Have you ever cried yourself to sleep over a boyfriend or girlfriend? All the time.

-When is the last time that you were in a relationship? Like a month ago.

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes

-Believe in love at first sight? Yes! My grandpa fell in love at first site! He saw my grandma!!!

-Ever dated two people at once? No way Jose!

-Ever been given a promise ring? nope

-Ever been given an Engagement ring? nope

-Do you want to get married? YES!!!

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes? Yeah: I love you! Marry me? :P

-Ever stolen someones boyfriend or girlfriend? nope, I don't think I'd be capable of that.

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? yeah

-Do you believe in true love? Oh, yeah.

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? The way it sounds is not even close to how bad it actually feels.

Now re-post this as uncomfortable questions

mood: lonely

I don't really feel like posting a whole lot.

At work, my boss is treating everyone like crap. She is once, again pushing good, hard workers, to quit. She's not mean to me. She is mean to everyone else.

Ummm...I love Lurp.

What else?

I suck at practicing piano.

I love Lucy sooo much! :)

Let's go see My Super-ex Girlfriend.

That is all.

Goodbye.

mood: drained music: Weezer

Let's see....

Sunday: I went to the mall with my mommy. She bought stuff. I didn't. I don't like shopping but I like hanging out with the Mom. I had fun.

Monday: I was supposed to go to with my mom, Aunt Pinky, Rosie, and Aunt Marie to the Disney Store at the Provo Mall. But as it turns out, there is no Disney Store in the Provo Mall. So, we went shopping at Gateway. I had fun with my precious Rosalita. :) ...damn that lady in Aeropostale...

Tuesday: I went shopping again! Can you believe that?! I bought some clothes this time, though. I got some really cute shirts and a super cool bracelet! Yeah. :D

Wednesday: Days of '47. Ninth year in a row with Tracie. It's been a tradition of ours for, well, nine years. Tracie has changed a lot -- but haven't we all? Also, the day Ryan left.

Thursday: Krista slept over. We were mourning Ryan's absence. :P We ate and talked all night long. Oh, and she gave that awesome strawberry cheesecake ice cream! It was sooo delicious!!!

Friday: Went to Krista's house. I got ready over there. We looked at Halloween Costumes on the internet and found a totally awesome Robin costume for girls! It's sweet. I will take her to Monster Mash. We will be Batman (me) and Robin (Krista).
After Krista's I worked and while I was at work, Lurp called. He wanted to hang out. So, after work, Fa, Lurp, Ostler, and Amanda, came over to my house. We just sat on the deck, laughing and talking about old times. It was fun. :)

Saturday: Double shift. X_X Eleven hours. I took Lucy over to Jen's. She just got a German Sheperd puppy and I wanted to see if they'd get along. Lucy was scared poopless of him.

Well, that's this week.
<3

music: Streetlight Manifesto

Gosh, I really don't have anything to say.

*Last night was pretty crazy but I'm not gonna get into that. '_'
*Lucy's hair is growing back.
*My dad worked on Helena. She is running beautifully. :)
*Days of '47 is coming up for Trace and me. We've been playing phone tag for three days, now.
*We hired two new girls at work and I'm hoping that Paulina will apply and be hired.
*Jennifer and I went bowling. That was fun. :) We suck hardcore. I then, slaughtered her in air hockey, because I kick royal buttox in air hockey. :)
*The actor that played the barbarian, Cupid, and Cesar, in Xena, had a big-bad guy role in, The Chronicles of Riddick. Also, the actor who played Eli, plays the assy detective on Psych.:P

That is all for now.
I
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mood: green-cheeked music: Under Oath

Hummmm...
Well.....
Thursday: Hung out with Ostler. I got my nails done and she got a pedicure.
We lit bottle rockets and firecrackers with Marshall, Amanda, and Carlos. Carlos and Marshall rule.
Friday: Can't remember.
Saturday: Went with Ostler to Marshall's. :) Loads of laughter and fun. We took Lucy with us, Marshall loves her. Anyways...Marshall's friend, David, was there. He's a compulsive liar and he's very shy. Ostler was drinking and I had to drive her car to my house. Drunk people are funny. She spent the night at my house. We had fun. :)
Sunday: Family party. Goodbye Uncle Dicky! He moves to Idaho. :( I don't even know if I'll ever see him again. Eh, we weren't that close.
Rosalita was there! I love her so much. <3 She brought her novio, Braiden. Me likes hums. He is way cute! And he totally wants to work on Helena! How cool is that?! Yeah. He builds trophy trucks, so he's good at cars. He also said that he could get me a good deal on a paint job. Sweet. Rosie better hold onto this one.
Later on...Jen, Fa, Lucy, and I went to the drive-ins!!! I love the drive-ins!
Monday: Back to work and Krista slept over! We ate chocolate and took pictures and had tons of fun!!!
Tuesday: Started Atkin's diet and worked.
Wednesday: Before work, Aunt Pinky came over and told me that Tom was camping and Rosie was with her friends. It made me feel bad because she should have called me instead of going with her friends. So I called her to tell her how I felt. She told me that it is mostly Aunt Pinky doing Tom's bidding that keeps us from seeing each other. It's bull! I am soo sick of this. We have been sneaking around for five years! I don't think I can last one more year. And poor Rosie, she has to live with him. One more year.
Thursday (today): I worked in the morning so I was able to hang out tonight! Went to Ostler's and hung out with Marshall. Got Ostler started on Atkin's diet.
Well that was this week. Love you all.
Out.

mood: silly music: Arrow 103.5

What was cool about this week was that the restaurant was closed. Every fourth of July week we close. Ooh, and this year, I get vacation pay. :) Sweet, hu? So, it has been quite a week...
On Sunday I went to Lagoon with Jen and Harley. Then, on Monday, I bounced back with Jen and Harley again, Chris, and Al (Jen's Brother) and his girlfriend. (Wow. That was kind of a run-on sentence.) We had a lot of fun. Ceptin' that Chris is just a little frightened by big rides. :P Oh yeah, and my wallet containing my driver's license, favorite photos, social security card, atm card with password, and two hundred dollars, was stolen at Lagoona Beach. That was stupidity, my friends.
Some advice: *Never take your wallet off it's chain.
*Don't take that much money to friggin' Lagoon.
*You shouldn't keep your social security card in your wallet.
*Don't write your atm pin number down with your card.
Tuesday, Independence Day, Mama and I went to my Aunt Sandy's for a BBQ. My dad didn't come because he wanted holiday pay. It wasn't very much fun. My cousins and I don't really get along anymore. For us, growing up meant growing apart. They're gangstas and jocks -- and well, I'm not. So, I just played with Lucy and ate the entire time.
I've been spending a lot of time with Ostler, lately. It's been fun. :) Over the past couple of years, she's been through a whole lot of bad things. But she is way better now. She's just the way she was in junior high. We've also hung out with Marshall. He is just the same little cutey he's always been. :) I love that kid.
Haven't really talked to Lurp. We did spend a little time with him at Lagoon. He was there with his familia. Dang, I miss him.
I think what would be best for me would be to just get out there and try to meet other guys and date. Maybe try not to have a steady boyfriend. I want to meet other people. I don't know how, though. I never meet other people. Bleh.
By the way, I broke up with John.
Oh, I saw Pirates of the Caribbean. It was awesome. Yeah. Orlando is so hot. yummy.
Tonight, Jennifer, Fernando, Lucy, and I will go to the drive-in theaters. I don't know what we're going to see but I'm sure we'll have fun.
Well, that's all for now. Hasta la vista.

mood: bouncy music: Still RBF

It has been a while since I have been on here.
The stupid people at the groomer ruined my precious baby. They shaved her body and left her head and her tail furry. She looks like a bobble head doll. I am very tempted to egg their house. I just might....maybe. We'll see. My poor Lucy Goosey, she's bald. :( Ah lubs har soooo mooch!
Work today was soo bad. We were short four people and we were freakin' busy. I ran my Mexican buttox off, man. The real poopy thing is that I didn't make very many tips. I've been making good tips lately, so that makes up for it.
Tomorrow is the last day of work before our break. :) One whole week -- With Pay!!! Estoy muy excited! :P Jen and I are going to Lagoon and later on in the week we're going to Sarah's new apartment. The rest of the week, I will sit at home in my jammies all day long, watching Xena. Doesn't that sound like fun?! Ha, ha. I will also try to spend some time with Lurp and maybe like talk to him about....us...? Aya. Never mind that. I'm scurred poopless.
Soon, I will also go back on Atkins diet. I would really like to lose some weight in a healthy way. Plus, I just can't eat junk food. Whenever I eat allot of it, I get tummy aches and what not. It makes me sick. Mentally and physically.
Well, blame Krista for pushing me back into LJ and forcing you all to read about my boring life. :)
Much love. <3

mood: drunk music: RBF

Went to see Superman and it was awesome! : ) Xena will update soon so I dont have to ha ha~

Batgirl out~!

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